30 June 2020

The Bösendorfer And Kafka’s Long Lost Letter

Road sign to Kafka's grave

Gaither Stewart

Editor's Note
In that space between history and mystery, and into the gray of “made that up”, comes this story from the mind of Gaither Stewart. I told him I felt it had a twilight zone feel, and that feeling persists. The overlapping of reverberations of the Spanish Flu pandemic, and today’s Covid-19 pandemic, and Kafka alive then whose works live on in this (perhaps not so different) time. Perhaps this is a good time for a summer vacation of the mind – since most of us are not going anywhere.

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8 June 2020

Here I Am: Remembrances of Meeting Cult Novelist Andrzej Kusniewicz in Warsaw

Hour glass and sunset

[Photo: Time Is Running Out (Nathan Burney)]

Gaither Stewart

Editor's Note
This piece by Gaither Stewart is timely, pertinent, and one of the best he has written – in my opinion. Gaither wrote this article prior to the murder of George Floyd, prior to the millions of people across the country and across the world, hitting the streets in outrage. History is a torrent at this point as so many critical systems – natural and human-made – teeter on the brink of collapse. All having been pushed to their limits and beyond.

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7 June 2020

Ennui: The Grand Art Theft in San Nicola

[Photo: “Melencolia I” by Albrecht Dürer, 1514]

Gaither Stewart

Editor's Note
We are in a pandemic and many across our world have been confined, quarantined, isolated – even if in living groups. When all distraction fails and we look inward. It is inevitable. Where are our lesser angels when we are the ones who block our path? When do the deep doubts that we work so hard to bury, finally excavate our very sense of self? In this short story, Adriano fears a loss of his creativity, and the deeper fear is that he never had it start with. He believes it may be tied to suffering, and so he suffers, creating suffering in every area of his life and relationships. Gaslighting both himself and his wife, and likely his mistress as well.

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15 April 2020

Buongiorno, Tristezza—Good Morning, Sadness

snow on blossoms

[Photo: Snow on Jasmine by Marc Banks.]

Gaither Stewart

Editor's Note
This short story by Gaither Stewart seems to fit these times. As our energies swell with the coming spring a bleak winter of the soul seems to strike. Cold winter threatens the tender shoots with wild storms and sudden reversals. Forced back inside – by the pandemic and chaotic weather- we are forced to reflect on many things, and some are as ill-prepared for self-reflection as the world has been for the current pandemic … or the coming collapse of our climate. These reversals at the margins highlight the instability and uncertainty of change and shine a klieg light on our personal turmoils as well. Instability leaves us shaken from our moorings and we must find a new equilibrium before we once again venture into the world, venture into our lives. For clearly we are ill-prepared at this point for the transformed terrain before us.

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17 January 2020

The Dilemma

trees and sky through broken glass

[Photo: Pictoscribe, 2007]

Gaither Stewart

Editor's Note
All dilemmas are about choices and our soul. At root, there is a moral fracture that we may not see until well down a path. Sometimes so far down the path that there is no way back. So far down the path that trying to get back to a place of solidity may well present new “dilemmas”, challenges to our soul and fundamental integrity weighed against the commitments of now and the needs of others with whom our lives are lightly or tightly intertwined.

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